new sport shoes, new braces, and its the holidays..shouldnt i feel happy??
why am i not then?
i feel like i dont have the strength to go through life anymore..
all my life, i’ve been waiting for ppl, family and friends, to tell me what to do..
why is it that when i need someone to tell me what to do now, i suddenly cant find anyone?
its like friends all around me are getting closer to each other..
not closer to me, but closer to others..
and im not needed anymore..
what do i do?