just read through all of my past posts in this blog. and it struck me how so many times i’ve been affected by quarrels/misunderstandings with friends. shiit. why does this always happen?
maybe its just me..maybe im the reason that all this shit happens.
things seemed fine enough this morning..guess we’ll just go through this 2 yrs like that..cant be bothered anymore. its up to her whether she wants to talk. even then, who knows if i’ll respond. its not that i dont want to forgive. its how much she has hurt me. what did i even do to deserve that. 3 wks. and im still nowhere close to forgiving her.