So after having my mini panic attack yesterday, I decided to come up with a game plan:) I divided up my assignments into the remaining weeks, and as long as I follow the plan closely, I will not need to do any last minute work, and will not have my usual end of semester emotional meltdown (which always happens at the end of the semester (duh!) when all the assignments starts piling up on me and I start feeling all depressed and moody and panicky at the thought of impending deadlines).
I really hope I’ll be able to follow the plan though *fingerscrossed*
and while I’m at it, here’s a picture of my (very messy) table. But believe me, my table at home is at least 10 times messier because I tend to dump all my stuff on it haha. So this one considered very good alrdy 0:)
Love my Singapore corner:) Got the flag and banner thingy from the Singapore national day event in August. The event itself was disappointing, but at least I got a flag HAHAHA! and spot my smurfs:))) They’re from Kinder Surprise! Tjy and Jo have been collecting their own sets too and now we’re all missing 1 smurf each. I need Papa Smurf!! Pleasepleaseplease lemme get Papa Smurf!!!!
The Simba and Nala toys that my brother and Elaine got for me from Disneyland are so cute!! my brother bought Simba for me and Nala for Elaine, but she didnt want to separate them so she gave me Nala too LOL!). I bought Kai Kai & Jia Jia from the River Safari in SG (Kai Kai so cute, but Jia Jia kinda looks weird with the eyelashes, no? don’t ask me why I bought her anyway haha). The hedgehog toy was something that Nana bought for me:) Okay lah actually I made her buy it for me >:) I named him Prickles!
Actually the main point of the picture was to show off the 2 notes below my window hahaha. The one of the left was written by my mummy on the day that she left. I couldnt send her off to the airport because I had to go for class 😦 and when I came back, I found the note on my table (or bed..?) and started missing her like crazy and I cried buckets too that night. I guess it was just the sudden realisation that I was really going to be on my own for the next 4 months that made me so sad. The piece on the right was from Jo. It’s so sweet okay:’) She suddenly gave it to me on Sunday after church, and awkward me did not know how to react. I was really really touched but I just did not know how to express it to her haha. Anyway the words below the picture says “Never think that you’re going through things alone. Just as the sky is always above you, God will always be there with you. Look up.” Think it’s really really true, and I hope that everyone else who’s in the same situation as me will remember this whenever you feel lonely ❤
In case you wondering, the blue post-it notes are bible verses that I read while doing my QT and which I find very encouraging. Putting it up just above my study table helps me gain strength while doing my assignments:)
Aiyoh what am I doing..I’m supposed to be doing my backdated journal entries. Got distracted again sigh..